"just like a dozen refers to twelve things, one mole refers to 6.02 x 10 to the power of 23 things!"
oh, I love chemistry class so much.

today I spent all of lunch reading the new cosmo aloud to my friend, reading the steamiest and naughtiest things in a sultry, overexaggerated voice. it's really the way to go. I then got kv to read it in chemistry class, and he was shocked. overall, today was successful, despite having Lovers in Japan stuck in my head. here, I'll post the vid.

One thing I love about music, is that, sorry for sounding extremely cliché, but it's true. most songs do have a story behind them. listening to Lovers in Japan reminds me of driving to Montreal to see Radiohead, eb & I must have listened to it a hundred times. the first time he showed me it, he asked me to guess what band it was during the intro piano. I said "It's Coldplay, I could tell by how over produced it sounds."

I told eb that I got him a Beck vinyl for christmas, and he was incredibly excited. I miss that kid, more than anything. I miss grade ten already, and all the friendships that came out of that year. already this year is complicated. if I only have two more years of high school left, I want them to be fun, not sorting through who I'm cool with and who I'm not cool with.

it's been 306 day since I fell in love with him, and I can honestly say, since then I haven't about that day for more than thirty seconds at a time. when I do, it feels like my stomach was at the bottom of a taaaaaaaaall cliff, and someone dropped a heavy rock right on top of it. one day I will be over him, and it'll just be a great memory. right now it's too painful to even bother.