things are going decent. decent, decent, it's always decent. things never suck, I'm never incredibly sad anymore; which, of course, is awesome to the nth degree. The thing is, I'm never incredibly happy anymore. I'm so incredibly neutral, and I just.. don't know what to feel. but, I guess that's alright, right?
I got most of my midterm marks. I got 95's or higher in all of my classes, minus math, which I'm struggling in, for some inexplicable reason. It's incredibly frustrating, considering I understand everything completely. The class is incredibly reliant on test marks though, and I just choke on all these tests, and I don't know why. I'm not failing though, which is good right? see? neutral.
I'm just refusing to comment on the friend situation and the love situation. it's just so neutral. I have friends, we hang out, but yet I still feel lonely, but not. neutral. I'm still in love with someone who barely cares but it's my fault because I won't do anything about it. neutral. everything is so neutral, I can't be sad or happy about anything. also, has the word neutral lost any meaning for you guys too? overusing a word is not a great idea.

I did get the new Chuck Klosterman book, Downtown Owl. His first novel, and it's totally boss, I'm sucked in already (although, the part of the book with Horace's point of view is not as interesting as the other two, which is a bit of a problem)