I feel so bad.

reason a) my head hurts. I don't understand why it hurts so badly. I take pride in the fact that I hardly ever feel sick; I know many people who always either have a stuffy nose or an upset tummy. I usually feel okay, mostly I'm tired, but nothing worth complaining about. The past two days though, my god, my head pounds like a motherfucker, and no liquid advils can cure it. I've been watching lots of House so I keep thinking I have a tapeworm in my brain.

reason b) I feel as if I should go out with this one guy. He's into to me, for some unknown random reason that I just do not know about, he likes me, and I just don't feel the same way. but I still feel as if I should, because he's nice, he's cute, and to be completely honest I feel he deserves better than me. I problably would already be with him if I wasn't so anal about being in a relationship, because to me, the thought of being in a 'ship right now is so unappealing, for so many reasons.

reason c) I don't miss my mom as much as I should. I haven't seen her since October, and she's coming home on monday, and quite frankly I just don't.. well, care. she should've just taken a job here as home. she should treat my dad better. she shouldn't spend money the crazy way she does. She's causing more problems then helping, and she never used to be like this.

reason d) I feel like I should be better at giving advice. Friends tell me stuff, I don't say helpful stuff back. I can't do anything about it, I'm useless at that kind of thing.

I hate when I feel horrible. Obvious statement is obvious.