kevin just posted an interesting blog.
truth be told, I was once the proud owner of an active cellular mobile device, buuuut, I felt I got too attached, plus the money spent on it was half ridiculous, so I didn't bother with it any more, and just let it go inactive.
nbd.
looking through my old, locked messages though, it really does remind me of times when things were aaaaaalright.

"if you're still awake, i just want to let you know, i love you so mucho, And id do anything for you xD <3"
when I recieved this message, it warmed my heart instantly, and now it just breaks it, realizing that I problably will never get this message from this gurl again.

"hey allison, what's happening?"
"Lol theres a porn on called the Davinci Load"
"I thought of you and I was like 'I should buy a Chuck Palahniuk book"
"Make It Wit Chu came on the radio and I thought of you"
these were all said by my gf nick, and he is so commonly referred to, and these all represent inside jokes and phases through our friendship. it feels like we never really get to talk much lately, and I hate that so, so much.

"my dad cant take us"
said by eric, over Montreal plans. just as bad as a txt msg brakeup. also, there is...
"come over and lets party!"
obviously said last year, because the last time I checked, I was not asked to hang out with this individual since, well.. before winter came. now winter is gone.

"Lol"
a message I recieved after I spent two, yes two! messages typing to the limit, telling someone how many people were at a get together I was attending. I hope someone reading this blog remembers that.

oh look, found one from kevin..
"mine was going to be YOU WANT A PIECE OF ME? with Britney in a kit kat costume. teehew"
hahah, the circumstances behind this text are completely unknown to me atm, but I'm assuming it had to do with GFA. also another thing I miss, the days when the Fashion Emergency reigned supreme.

now, on to the most heartbreaking ones.
"heart heart heart"
"good morning lovely"
and the list goes on and on and on...
sigh. last year was great, and I took it for granted.

good memories always leave a huge pain in the pit of my stomach.