r-r-r-rewind.
back it up, I want to start all over.
not in the way you all think,
why didn't I try something different!
discouraging myself because my english teachers were subpar, I suppressed myself from writing, never challenging myself, passing in half assed assignments that would guarentee me an a+++.
now, desperately I wish I had quick wit and a wide vocabulary, which is seemingly nessicary for being a somewhat, half decent writer.

something tells me to drop this whole science, make-lots-of-money-lab-coat-house-by-the-river idea, and do something that'll take hard work and finding myself.

I am just too goddamn lazy.