for some reason, I feel uneasy; I have an odd sense of accomplishment, but yet it all seems fake and undeserving.

I'm curing this with listening to the cheesiest 80s songs ever.
look at this mixtape:

don't stop believin' - journey
take me home tonight - eddie money
take on me - a-ha
livin' on a prayer - bon jovi
come sail away - styx
need you tonight - inxs
(I used to think styx and inxs were the same band. mind you I was like, seven.)
dancing in the dark - bruce springsteen
can't fight this feeling - reo speedwagon
here I go again - whitesnake
money for nothing - dire straights
karma chameleon - culture club
jessie's girl - rick springfield (swoon)
land down under - men at work
africa - toto
safety dance - men without hats

I almost put lionel richie's 'hello'.. but, no.. no thanks.