I want to post a big, emotionally blog post, filled with all the events and feelings of the past week.
Then, I click new post.
My mind goes blank; I have been blank for what seems like the longest time. I haven't been sad, I haven't been happy. I haven't been going out and having fun, but I haven't been in the house wasting away.
What have I been doing? I only remember writing my Canadian History essay.
Oh, will someone please deliver me from this funk, I am so tired of just existing. I need a night of complete and total fun, something I haven't had since long before november. er, I think.
oh god, how can I not remember?
when I think of fun, my mind can only wander to the day before I left for New York; getting stitches and switching digits. swimmin' in the river and swimmin' in the pool. I discovered that one can eat ice cream with fries. staring contests, dr.losier t-shirts.
sigh, those days are so far away now. why do people have to:
a) move to university towns
b) start doing drugs and start dating boys from bon(er lololol)ar law, or
c) try to become the supreme ruler of the universe
I want someone to do nothing with me. maybe I do need a boyfriend; I'll start considering it.


oh; on a completely and totally unrelated note, I introduced a friend to Ben's for the first time last night. I will miss this town, but not enough for me to linger.