I was thiiiiiiiiiis close to deleting this blog today.

but alas, I did not! and never will! how could I? I looked through the archieve, and each blog post that I made in the past had an emotion to them that I completely forgot I felt at that time. It was refreshing, reliving my happy moments and my depressing moments of the past year; it was just what I needed.

I am stuck in a sort of rut. At the very first of this school year, I attempted to change my life for the better; I started going to the gym, started to work more, study more, eat better, walk to school, blah blah etc. I even started saving my money. and theeeeen it rained out one day, so I got a drive to school. theeeeen my friends went to mcdonalds, so I did too. theeeeeeen I got a 65 on my trig quiz. now I have absolutely no money in the bank with hardly anything to show for it.
I AM A MESS.
although, I must say, I dress a lot better than I did last year.