right now I'm sort of out of my slump and I'm socializing again and I feel like I can do what I love again. I work hard and I try to occupy my time, and I try to find opportunties to hang out with people, even when I'm shut down, I'm trying not to worry too much about the future, I'm trying to love myself, I'm trying harder than I've ever tried before, it's so hard to be pleasent sometimes, but I'm trying.
Where are those happy days, they seem so hard to find
I tried to reach for you, but you have closed your mind
I keep making these crazy schemes and neat things to do, but I end up getting way too lazy and unmotivated to them, and it just makes me feel worse about myself, but I try so hard, but I just can't anymore. I don't know why, but I love to sleep, even though sometimes it's hard to fall into a sort of comfortable slumber.
I wish I understood
It used to be so nice, it used to be so good
most of all I just feel so down because I put all of my feelings toward one person, and I just feel so shut down. I hate this feeling, and I haven't felt like this in a long, long time. I keep feeling this sharp twang under my ribcage, and it will not go away, but it only appears when it enters my mind, and it enters my mind so, so often.
When youre goneHow can I even try to go on?
the beauty of music; you can find any lyric or song relateable.
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